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the great adventure

19.5.12 too big a heart

when people need you, they call you. they talk to you, they pour out their troubles, they ask for things.
when people don't, you become a liability in their lives. you talk too much, you trouble them, you make them wait.

God, i'm tired of having too big a heart. i can't stay angry at a person for more that 5 minutes. i get over it too fast. and people take it for granted, they will never know how i really feel. only You do.

can You please give me less of a big heart? i'm tired of trying to read minds and not offend people. i'm tired of living for others. i want to just up and leave. i want to live for myself.

Give me strength to cross the water,
keep my heart upon Your altar.
Give me strength to cross this water,
keep my feet don't let me falter.

run run run


the person

ruth is someone who loves God very much, as well as her friends and buddies. she's currently in singapore but really belongs to kayel, malaysia. an ex-cres, ex-acjc and ex-smoosocsc, she's currently a teacher, BCYouth, and loves music in general. and she really likes to smile :D


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