22.2.10
figure of speech
so i apologize for being totally angsty and frustrated yesterday, but thanks you 2 for listening (: i might have continued yelling pointlessly at the screen if not for the annoying orange (which is 10 times more annoying than what i was going through haha).anyhow, funny how the s4g loves to experience things that the leader has never gone through. and as steph said, they always come in three's, and it keeps people rejuvenated. honestly, it's very tiring just thinking about it.and i decided not to be head for a certain reason, so why is it my problem now? i think that's why i like to hide online. ignorance is bliss. i can't believe i was telling my mom how i dreaded checking my email (i check at least every 24 hours, believe me). totally, those few hours when i didn't get to my email, i was in total bliss hurhur.and when it's all been said and done, i'll still say nothing about it, because i am, once again, too nice. GAHS. okay i'm done here, and i sound extremely frazzled. youtube, TIMING IS NOW!~
keep my heart upon Your altar.
Give me strength to cross this water,
keep my feet don't let me falter.
