18.6.09
i sincerely cannot wait for sunday to be over.
yes, i have never wished for something so much. it's so taboo to do so, i don't even know if i should be wishing in that manner.note to self: never write beyond midnight.work has been fun. i'm excited, finally getting down to the projects itself. more surveys, more data entry. man, i almost opened SPSS haha.honestly, i can't wait for saturday to come, more like it. i've spent majority of my waking hours slaving over this shite, it have better turned out good. because if it didn't, frankly my dear, i don't give a spam. honestly, last minuteness works for some areas of planning an event, but not for others. not when you're trying to organize 70 odd people. no, not happening. why you even volunteered, i have no idea why. okay, biatch fest over. enough is enough.so tiny. so scary. so fragile.motivation. it's a sticky thing. it's one heck of a toughie. and i have to learn and cultivate it in more places than one.it's a dogs life (:so i pray that i can hold on, and not be worn out, God willing. because i can see the fruits of it all.alright, bed.
keep my heart upon Your altar.
Give me strength to cross this water,
keep my feet don't let me falter.
