22.1.09
interlude.
i can't stand selfish ingrates who only think of themselves half the time with little consideration for others. people who protect their ass first before protecting those who've helped them before. people who don't respond with advice but the casual "orh" or "up to you lor" when you're obviously asking for some form of opinion. whiners who whine up and down about how their gpa is going down when they're 3-something-pointers and the other party is wishing to pull their gpa up to 3. commuters who have utter disregard for announce and barge their way into the train, pushing those trying to squeeze out of the train back into the train.
(gosh, i've gone all the way to public transport, i must be crazy haha)
sigh, honestly, i'm tired of being all nice all the time and not getting what you want in return. i should be knocked on the head for this haha, since we're all self-centered, expedient and opportunistic (faints, IH / rise and fall terms are coming back o.O) at some point of our lives. but sucks when it all always seems to come from the same person, and the person just doesn't seem to realise it. pffftttttt. gahhhs if this goes on, i'll have to be a hermit, and that just contradicts the great commission. no wonder i hardly go online nowadays.
and i look to Him again, the author and perfector of our faith. WWJD? that was, is and should be my motto. speaking of which, this episode calls for QT, which i have yet to do for the day :P
okay, i'm done with the angsty interlude haha. trouble is, i get over things too quickly. curse or blessing? sighhhhh. anyhow, makeup classes, psych readings, and relationships call. so God made us all social animals, better learn how to manage it haha.
keep my heart upon Your altar.
Give me strength to cross this water,
keep my feet don't let me falter.
