26.11.08
it sucks to be me!
sucks that people have one more paper left, and you're just done with one paper.
sucks even more when your group's on duty and you're going to be the only one there. sucks even worse when you have a perfectly legitimate reason to not be there, like it's your mother's birthday, but you're going to be there anyway, because you originally forgot that it's your mother's birthday, and you're the leader, and you've been planning everything anyway. sucks the most when your mother is so calm about it all.
what makes it all worse is when sop songs are playing on your mp3 list and you suddenly feel crying.
gahs, the minute i write here, it becomes emo central. i need to start my written journal again. either that, or everytime i choose to write, my pms is in full swing or something.
i can't wait for 13 december, when i'll be away from it all. i might even decide to not bring my phone, just to escape.
alright, i'm gonna eat oranges and read more ethics. thanks and sorry for listening.
keep my heart upon Your altar.
Give me strength to cross this water,
keep my feet don't let me falter.
