19.3.08
some things are just not meant to be.
well, so much for all the excitement and talk about it, it's off and my july is once again, empty hur. looks like i'll be keeping my swiss notes for a while, hope they don't change the currency in the near future, or else it'd turn into keepsake like the austrian ones ha. but at least i feel more settled. this trip was so unsettled for me anyway, since things cropped up, then came the doubts, so i guess when in doubt, don't go and spend it anyway. so i'm good.
well, i guess the excitement wore off a bit after a while, and like someone once told me, "you're way over it already." which is true, even mel is calling me lao jiao already (wah, i must be old man haha). haha maybe i am growing old so to speak, since the excitement wore off pretty fast.
anyway, greater things to look forward to! maybe aussie again, melbourne this time with the girls, since we'll all have the same holidays. but prolly wait till rachel gets her vroom license first, then we'll have a chauffeur hee, since steph, janna and i will prolly just get very lost haha. and i'll go around working first, maybe eventually getting to driving. yes, i should start trying for my license soon, or else i'll never get to it haha.
anyhow, so much for having a lot of work to do. i'm still in a compulsive watching-movie state, and i've finally watched all those japanese cartoons that everyone talks a lot and recommends so much about. well, playing spirited away for alumni triggered it, so i got the soundtrack, and i LOVED it. then i watched the movie, and LOVED it. so i decided to try some age old stuff, princess mononoke (if i've lost you by now, much apologies ha) and it was okay, but i still LOVE the music. then i remembered, qins was appalled the last time, when i told her i've yet to watch howl's moving castle, so i went ahead and watched it and LOVED it as well, too bad i couldn't find the original japanese version, dub is just weird, LOVE the soundtrack even more. on top of that, what started the movie spree was meet the spartans, which is absolutely RETARDED and just really, full of shite haha. but it was funny haha. then i discovered date movie, the predecessor to epic movie, another retarded piece of crap from the same series. omg, i think if i watch anymore of this, my brain will be turn to toilet mush seriously.
so much for movie mania, anyway, i seriously need to get back to work. but perking your brain up with occasionally bad movies is good for you teehee.
alright, time for some work. it has to start somehow ha.
keep my heart upon Your altar.
Give me strength to cross this water,
keep my feet don't let me falter.
