27.1.08
a short one before i'm off to bed.
haha i haven't been here in the longest time haha. no, i haven't lost the interest of writing for writing's sake. it's just that there hasn't been the time, pol sci readings you see haha. i'm quite sure the frequency will pick up during summer. doesn't help if your computer has gone funny, and all cboxes are not displaying properly. which means i won't be replying to tags as quickly. it's quite annoying really, it's my computer but i have no idea what's the problem, some firewall thing that i haven't messed around with. maybe i should do a jose and send in my computer for servicing as well or something haha.
anyway, a quick heads up. i just got off my ct project, which involved not using the radio, tv, mp3 player, handphone and laptop for 5 days, which was appropriately agonizing as well as entertaining, because of all the funny things that happened while i had all the inconveniences. hilarious i tell you. the story is really too long to tell, so ask me and i'll tell you haha.
on the other hand, been getting to know lots of other people whom i knew existed but didn't really get to talk to in social science, while getting closer to those i've know over the last half a year or less. i think it's just me being cynical, but it's gotten me thinking again of my character. random rambling, but it's funny everytime i think about. ah well, getting addicted to radiohead has just turned me a little into a paranoid android (haha), but i think i'll be it for a longer time more. singlehood haha. i might end up an old spinster haha. but i shouldn't be worried about it, singlehood is good too.
one more thing. too much change has occured in the span of 6 months. i know, i was thrashing it out with ad about 1 week ago (who was particularly worried about tickle me emo haha), and i've accepted it that no matter what i say, it's done. it's just still, a little raw, when i think about it. and rach poofing off to melbourne (oooooo and she gets to watch tennis :D) was just it. all these leaves. so long drawn out. i'm not even sure if i want them short and sudden. which one hurts more? i don't know. ah well, rambling!
alright, i'm a little incoherent now, and there's church tomorrow. shall put out the cynical flame. nights (:
keep my heart upon Your altar.
Give me strength to cross this water,
keep my feet don't let me falter.
