17.8.07
nostalgia tossed
listening to the hymns cds that my family has, i sort of wish i were back in band in acjc. it's all the really good brass sound, a really in tune orchestra and an equally good church choir (something i haven't had the chance to hear and appreciate in a long time) that makes it all so... nice, for lack of a better word.
bahs, music, another sort of abandoned and somewhat unattainable dream. it's almost like i understand what kristen's going through, just that mine's on a smaller scale. haha everytime i think about this, i can imagine yingda going "aiya, miss tang..." haha. sorry man, maybe somewhere in the near future, at least i'm halfway to music therapy somewhat with social science and psychology.
haha looks like bize and yingda will get there faster than me, despite being a year younger and having two years of service to the nation to accomplish. why, i'll have four years of uni, three years of bond (unless i grow rich suddenly and can afford the banker's guarantee) and then queensland, if i even make it there. so yingda and bize, you'd better do well in a's and go for it man! haha looks like it's the prelims madness that getting to me too haha.
aieesh what nostalgia of unaccomplished dreams, it's almost like i'm going emo haha. anyway, i've got tons of psych readings (my first reading assignment before i even go for class) to go through, and there's convocation to look forward to haha, with boss briefing and brainteasers to fill our time haha.
keep my heart upon Your altar.
Give me strength to cross this water,
keep my feet don't let me falter.
